Mother of Light Lyrics

I am searching without vision for the answers in the dirt
I am waiting just for nothing, for the day that I′ll be heard
You're the sea in which I′m floating and I lose myself in you
I am taking these sensations, I communicate with you

I am looking without vision for a different kind of way
I am thinking just for nothing about that specific day
You're the night so you're the dark side of the day you′ll never see
You′re the past but everlasting, can you share one day with me?

You're the hand that I rejected but I can′t forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy to think of even to die for
You're the lock I′ve never opened 'cause I threw away the key
I′m enclosed within my own thoughts that will never set me free

You're the hand that I rejected but I can't forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy to think of even to die for
You′re the question to the answer and without there′ll never be
Any thought in this direction, you created this in me
You're the hand that I rejected but I can′t forgive myself
I am selfish and not worthy to think of even to die for

We consciously sign our own sentence of death
How can you go on?
Did you forget what we have learned from the past?
We can't go on killing ourselves and with us all the rest
Why can′t you see?
Don't you regret?