Monochromatic Lyrics

(You did good, $lick)
Ooh, aah
(It′s a Smash!)
Ooh

Back up on the road, all alone, MIA
Every time I blink, I'm on a different stage
Every girl I see, can′t help but see your face
So I overmedicate, hoping that it'll go away
Wondering who you'd fuck if I was gone?
Show me it′s real, baby, fuck me through the phone
Stacking missed calls in different time zones
Sold out shows, but at the end I cry alone
Here but never there
It′s slowly breaking me to act like I don't care
I′m on in five, and I need help to climb the stairs
Stretched thin, fueled off pills and some prayers
I think I went so fucking high that I doubt I'll land
Thoughts of leaving it all behind, but I doubt I can
Gun to my temple backstage as they scream
Under the lights, things ain′t ever what they seem

Back up on the road, I'm all alone
I untie the rope, I stop snorting all that fuckin′ dope
And every time I blink, I'm on a different stage
I learned to cope and find a way-

I'm out of hope
Just another Oddy trope
I′m familiar with slipping in that downward slope
Untied the rope, I stopped snorting all that fucking dope
I gotta go, tell ′em all I said I'll miss ′em though
I gotta go, there's a piece of me back on the road
I left it there just in case I need a backup soul
My grave′s a hole right now, I'll fill it one day, I don′t know
I'll learn to cope and find a way to never self-implode
I know how it goes
I didn't mean to grow
It happened all so slow
I′ma struggle ′til I'm soaked
Blood, sweat, and tears overflow
Rusted hope can be cleaned and made into gold

♡ Thank you, $uicideboy$ ♡