Terriblemente cruel English translation

If meditation is failing me
I often burst out and have dizziness
If I try and you never get the signal

I go flying under my reputation
It cost me a lot to forgive you
I will lie because you lose it to me really

Although it may feel bad
You know that I can be terribly cruel
To not lose the tension
Perhaps the story got out of my hands

I am going to be terribly loyal
When your excitement is gone
I know, it can seem too much to you

My imagination is drying out
I went too far, I put my heart in
I will continue while you decide to start

In the dead hours against the wall
A shot of dissatisfaction touched me
At the end you made it as in the movies but still hurts
That's universal

You know that I can be terribly cruel
To not lose the tension
Perhaps the story got out of my hands

I am going to be terribly loyal
When your excitement is gone
I know, it can seem complicated to you

You know that I can be terribly cruel
When your excitement is gone
I know, it can seem too complicated to you