Esta vez no English translation

This is the story I denied
Esta es la historia que negué
The one that I did not believe
La que no me creí
I wanted to dream, I wanted to believe
Quise soñar, quise creer
I never gave up
Yo nunca me rendí

But I lived with anxiety
Pero viví con ansiedad
It's not called living anymore
Ya no se llama vivir
Because you don't see no one else
Porque no ves a nadie más
You only see yourself
Tan solo te ves a ti

Not this time
Esta vez no
You don't want to kill me and ask for forgiveness
No quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Not this time
Esta vez no
Do not phunk with my heart
No juegues con mi corazón

Not this time
Esta vez no
You don't want to kill me and ask for forgiveness
No quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Not this time
Esta vez no
You can't, the pain ends
No puedes, se acaba el dolor

Sleepless nights
Noches en vela sin dormir
Fear of freedom
Miedo a la libertad
I want to hold on to what I was
Quiero agarrarme a lo que fui
I don't want to give up
No quiero renunciar

Why live with the truth?
Porque vivir con la verdad
It is preferable to live
Es preferible vivir
Why don't you see my loneliness?
¿Por qué no ves mi soledad?
You only see yourself
Tan solo te ves a ti

Not this time
Esta vez no
You don't want to kill me and ask for forgiveness
No quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Not this time
Esta vez no
Do not phunk with my heart
No juegues con mi corazón

Not this time
Esta vez no
You don't want to kill me and ask for forgiveness
No quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Not this time
Esta vez no
You can't, the pain ends
No puedes, se acaba el dolor

I feel in the soul
Siento en el alma
The sun that shines
El sol que brilla
Among the clouds you can see
Entre las nubes ya se ve
Don't wait for me, no
No me esperes, no
I'm not coming back
No regreso

Not this time
Esta vez no
You don't want to kill me and ask for forgiveness
No quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Not this time
Esta vez no
Do not phunk with my heart
No juegues con mi corazón

Not this time
Esta vez no
You don't want to kill me and ask for forgiveness
No quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Not this time
Esta vez no
You can't, the pain ends
No puedes, se acaba el dolor

Not this time
Esta vez no