parecido a quererte English translation

This thing that I keep in my memory
Esto que guardo de ti en la memoria
The thing that keeps me retelling the story
Lo que me mantiene contando la historia
It was like loving you
Era parecido a quererte
And I'd thought that your smile gave me the go
Y pensaba que aquella sonrisa me daba luz verde
Do like everyone else
A ser como toda la gente
And pretend like this was actually love and I wasn't a second option
Y actuar como si esto era amor y yo no era suplente

And I thought that I was silly
Y yo que pensé que era tonta
And it turns out that being with someone is a natural need of the human being
Y resulta que la compañía es deseo del ser humano
And it goes with
Y va de la mano
Looking with the eyes that I proudly gave to you
De mirar con los ojos que te habías ganado
It was like loving you
Era parecido a quererte
But not on your part and until now I was not aware of it.
Pero no por tu parte y hasta ahora yo no era consciente
And I think it has been like this since the beginning
Y pienso que fue desde siempre
But who can tell to my heartbeats that it wasn't enough
Pero quién le dice a mis latidos "no fue suficiente"
And I thought that you saw it
Yo que pensé que la ausencia
Was part of the feeling that emerges of the love
Era parte de la sensación de haberse sentido amado
Now it's strange to realize that they never happened.
Ahora queda raro darse cuenta que nunca pasaron

It was like loving you
Era parecido a quererte
But now, saying it out loud, the telling looks way different
Pero ahora en voz alta la historia se ve diferente
And sometimes I'll remember you
Y un tiempo habrá que te recuerde
But this shall pass too, and the body can't lie
Pero es que esto también pasará y el cuerpo no miente

And I thought that you saw it
Y yo que pensé que lo viste
That you saw that something in me, that you loved me
Algo en mí que me quisiste
But this story now fades away
Pero esta historia ya se evapora
What a time
Bendita la hora
To learn that there's actually people who loves me
Que aprendí que hay quien sí me valora