Chocolate (reworked) Lyrics

This could be the very minute I′m aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I′d never chosen, I can make my first steps
As a child of 25

This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn′t enjoy it at the time

You′re the only thing that I love, scares me more every day
On my knees, I think clearer
Goodness knows I saw it coming, or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth, I′m lost for words

What have I done? It's too late for that
What have I become? Truth is, nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I′ll do anything you ask this time