Meet Kyle (Sanity, Pt. 2) Lyrics

Let′s get this fucking over with
Nobody exists on purpose
Nobody belongs anywhere
Everybody's gonna die
Come watch TV

I′m not the boy I used to be
I don't need your guilt or sympathy
I know someday you'll get over me
And love doesn′t last an eternity
I used to lie to myself and say it did
Who the fuck was I attempting to kid?
I sit in my room all alone
Browsing the bullshit that′s on my phone
Or I drive on some nameless roads
That take me by the abandoned home
That we said we'd make ours one day
Fix it up and live out the rest of our days

And you said, "Let′s just be friends"
But it's hard to be platonic
When we were so damn erotic
So I guess this is where it ends
And maybe that′s moronic
Or I'm a little bit psychotic

But who cares? I can′t keep losing sleep
Or suffer through this anxiety
I can't keep hoping that one day I'll be
The man I always said I′d be
I can′t put my faith in God
'Cause I think at some point he gave up on me
I can′t keep blowing up your phone
It just makes me feel more alone
But your comfort made me feel at home
And now I can't find the tone
Of voice that made you fall in love with me
Just this tone that makes me sound so full of apathy

And you said, "Let′s just be friends"
But it's hard to be platonic
When we were so damn erotic
And I guess this is where it ends
And maybe that′s moronic
Or I'm a little bit psychotic

I seem to be going insane
But I keep flashing a smile
And hope to fool you for a while
But I've got this voice that′s singing in my brain
And I think I′ll call him Kyle
And put him on speed dial
'Cause he′s my only friend
I'm really sorry, that got a little weird

And you said, "Let′s just be friends"
But it's hard to be platonic
When we were so damn erotic
And I guess this is where it ends
And maybe that′s moronic
Or I'm a little bit psychotic