Indeciso o no traducción al Inglés

I don't know if I'm undecided or not
But falling now doesn't suit me at all
D*mn accountants!
Always trying to stop what matters
If eternity isn't even too long a time

When you no longer know how to navigate to which port
It doesn't matter which side the wind blows today
We could doubt why it forces us to think
And don't take away my pain if it's my chance to heal and heal

Fate drags whoever lets himself be dragged
In dark weather your eyes see clearly
Suspicion first then certainty
I will get older than I expected

Now I don't remember well how I got here.
Nor who I used to be
Nor the decisions that I ever made

Accumulated catalogs of sarcasm and enthusiasm
Seeing a lot and listening a lot, keeping quiet too much
Whims of conscience
And shorts in my head

When you no longer know how to navigate to which port
It doesn't matter which side the wind blows today
Suspicion first then certainty
I will get older than I expected