Lo siento traducción al Inglés

Mom, I dreamed you knocked on my door
a little tense and with fogged glasses,
you wanted to see me well and it was the first time,
I felt that you knew how I longed for you.
And you hugged me while you marveled
that he endured sad and almost breathless,
it's been so long since we're not embraced
and in the silence you told me ... I'm sorry!
But a noise was enough to wake me up,
to cry and to make her come back
to those days when you took care of me as a child
where in the summer, sky and beach came together.
While with my old doll I listened to you
the stories that you told me every night
and when you smaller you snuggled
and asleep in your lap I dreamed.
But at sixteen I felt like I was changing,
and since I am really now I saw myself,
and I felt so lonely and so desperate
because I was not already the daughter I wanted.
And it was the end of our confidence
of the small talks that helped so much,
I hid behind an icy impatience,
and you wanted the son who has been denied you.
And I spent my day without returning home,
I couldn't stand your sermons at all,
and I started to become jealous myself,
because you were almost unattainable, so beautiful.
And I abandoned my dream for lack of luggage,
my heart to the sea I threw in a vessel,
I lost my memory for lack of courage,
because I was so embarrassed to be your daughter.
No no no no no.
But you didn't call at my door,
uselessly I had a dream that didn't
it can be done,
my thought is so full of the present
that my pride does not let me forgive myself.
But if you knocked on my door in another dream,
I couldn't pronounce a word,
You would look at me with your severe gesture
and I would feel more and more alone.
That's why I'm so confused in this letter,
to tell some peace in what I think,
not to claim you or make excuses,
It's just to tell you, Mom... I'm sorry!
And it's not true that I feel
embarrassed,
they are our souls so equal, so similar
I will wait patiently here sitting,
I love you so much mom ... write to me ... your daughter.