Mi dispiace traducción al Inglés

Mama I've dreamt you you were knocking at my door
And a bit lost you took your glasses off
But to better see me and for the first time
I could feel you were feeling we are not alike

And holding me tight you were surprised
That I was so upset and peaceless
How long had it been since I last held you tight?
And in that silence I soflt whispered...I am sorry

But that noise was enough to wake me up
To make me cry and take me back to
My childhood and all those lost days
Where at summer the sky turned into sea

And with my old dolls I used to listen to
The fairytales that you softly used to tell
And everytime I fell asleep in your arms
Not knowing I was happy yet

But at sixteen I changed
And now I could finally see who I was
And suddenly I felt alone and desperate
Because I was no longer the daughter I wanted to be

And our intimacy was over then
That little talking which was so helpful
I hid away in a icy impatience
And you must have regret the child you didn't have

Then I used to spend al my time outdoor
I couldn't stand your preaches for nothing
And I started to be jealous too
Because you were so big out of reach and beautiful

I gave myself to a passing-by dream then
I threw my heart in a bottle at sea
And I lost my memory missing my courage
Because I was ashamed of being your girl

But you are not knocking at my door and useless
I have dreamt a dream I cannot make come true
Because my thought is overfilled with my void
Because my proud don't want to forgive me

And then if you really knocked at my door
I couldn't even tell you a word
You would talk to me with your gaze, a bit stern
And I would feel lonely once again

Therefore I have written this letter to you, a bit confusd
To find a bit of peace at least within myself
And not to beg you for pardon belatedly
But to be able to tell you mama...I am sorry

It's no longer true that I am ashamed of you
And my soul is like you I feel it
I will patiently wait for another dream
I love you mama... write to me... you girl